Songwriters
Everyone one these singer/songwriters, you know, (the kind that teenage girls spend their nights singing covers of, crying to the lyrics)..secretly I’m jealous of them. I wish I could turn all my past failures, the heartbreaks, the letdowns, the stupid mistakes into a catchy little song that I could record and somehow let him listen to. Sometimes I’d like to stop pretending that I don’t care, that he left me and I was so much better off. (In reality, I’ve finally realized that is true. But that doesn’t mean my heart didn’t pay a price to reach that conclusion) I just want everyone that’s ever hurt me to KNOW. I want to present a well drawn out line of words showcasing the point that yeah, at one point, you completely killed me. But now, I’ve taken back control and I’ve learned to stand again. Not only that, but I did not delete you or remove you, only for you to someday see how fucking happy I am without you.
